Hard today. All throughout off and on. Sometimes the pain seeps out to where it's hard to manage or cover up. I just miss you my baby so much. I love you and want you. It's not fair to not have my baby here. I made a memory box today. I'll post a picture. It's so pretty. It's something I've been wanting to do. It hurt though, as I arranged the keepsakes in the box. I want to do and have so so much more. But I'm learning this baby-love vs pain, love will win. Every time. Because as bad as it hurts, my love, our love is bigger. Proof that love is bigger? Our Lord Jesus! Also, my broken heart still works! Momma's heart is strong. Like my lil warrior. My pain will only last until we are together again. But my love will always last. I hope you're doing wonderful. I believe that 100%. I'm sure Memaw is taking such good care of you. I just sent you lots of kisses. 😍😘 I love you Gage. Please stay close to me my darling.