Hi my lil lovey. It's nice to have a place to go to get my thoughts out. I pray. I say things to you sometimes but I'm not sure if you can hear me or understand. It hurts but it helps. I like having my words posted here. Forever. Shelby says she feels incomplete without you. Like she'll never be normal without you here. So true. She's 8 years old and she described how it is. This is our reality. That's exactly how I feel too. How can I feel so empty when I'm so full? We are so loved baby. So blessed. I want you everyday. I miss you so very much. I hope you feel loved and happy always. I hope you know I would be with you if I could. God loves us and has a plan for us sweetheart. I love you sweet boy. I hope you have rainbows and sunshine and butterflies and lots of kisses and happiness and cuddles. Momma's baby. 😘