Hi baby. We miss you very much. Can you see me? I wish I could see you and hold you. I bet you are feeling happy and wonderful in heaven. I'm doing ok sweetheart. I'm able to smile again. Laugh too. Laughter makes Momma feel better. I want you to see me out in the sun. Like I see you in the butterflies that flutter by. Lots of people will always remember and think of you whenever they see butterflies. Momma has butterflies in every room in the house! I love you my darling baby. I hope you know that I carry you with me wherever I go. Sending you my love and kisses.