I just wanted to write this tonight. Visit this page. It's been so long. I'm ashamed to admit that I avoid this because it's too painful. But just because I don't write here all the time doesn't mean I don't think about you my sweet one. I think of you all the time. Loving you is easy and natural. But missing you, not having you here is the hardest thing ever. And now your birthday is coming soon and it hurts. I'm missing you and all the other things that come with having you my love. Be happy. Shine your beautiful light on us baby. We are yours and you are ours. Always. I love you Gage. If you can see Elle, please give her a hug. ❤️