I remember the first time I saw your sweet face. You were just born, wrapped up like a tiny burrito. I gave you a quick kiss. I breathed you in and in an instant, you were taken to the nicu. You needed extra care and I was taken to recover from surgery. I remember where I was this night 3 months ago. Your daddy and I were in my room counting the minutes, hours until we could go to you. They wanted me to wait until morning. No way. We went to you at about 1:30 am. Seeing you, holding you on my skin. Kissing and smelling you. It was heaven. We even got to be there for your bath. Daddy got to help. We were exhausted but being with you was worth it. I'm so incomplete without you my darling baby boy. You are loved in heaven and you are loved here. Loved everywhere. I love you Gage. Happy 3 month birthday sweetheart. I'd do anything to hold you tonight.