It's hard to log on here sometimes. I love doing it. It's comforting but sometimes it hurts. Today is just another day for me here. It's all I can do to cope. Please kiss Jesus on the cheek. 🌟Wish him a happy birthday my love. He knows I love Him. I just can't celebrate Christmas this year. I love our family but being around so many babies is just too painful for momma. I bet it's extra wonderful in heaven tonight and tomorrow. A big celebration. What's it like? A big feast. Lots of music and decorations. Balloons? 🎈🎉Laughter, dancing and singing. Give Grampies, Papa and Memaw my love. We love and miss all of you so much. I'm here for you and your sisters always. Our love, our hearts keep us connected always.